about

i'm lebi but you already know that. there are other things about me too, if you know any of them already you get 1 point!

i am a NEET and always have been. i have been in education but it wasn't particularly fruitful. i have never had a job. it's not out of choice but i think it makes little difference. i used to be a shut-in too, stereotypically, but now i go outside at least once a week (weather and immune system permitting).

my dream since childhood was to be an actor or musician. unfortunately i don't have the health nor youth nor family connections to have a chance in these fields (not to mention i am functionally tone-deaf and have no sense of rhythm), so i have been trying to figure out a new dream for the past 15 years.

besides the search for meaning and desperate silent yearning for self-actualisation, i also preoccupy myself with music (listening, not so much creating, but maybe a little), film, learning, and making dinner (usually something with tofu).

i have/am/suffer/survive autism and adhd, a really popular combo it turns out, so if the way i type/talk/interface comes across as strange, cringe, offputting, clueless, naive, etc, please take the time to step back and consciously begin perceiving me as charming, witty, smooth, mysterious, worldly, relatable, and wise, instead.